Before this I thought maybe it was because the older you get, the less you feel excited about certain things. But it was not. It is because of your situation where no matter how hard you try to fix things, it wont matter anymore. No matter how happy to tried to be in front of other people, there will come a day when you are alone and all you could do is cry. Because the more you fake your smile, the deeper it hurts.
How can I throw away this feeling? Please, help me. It hurts so much I can barely handle it.
